My deepest Sympathy goes out to the Porter Family, I am so sorry for your loss. This is very hard for me to write, John has been a big part of my life for 18 years. He has brought alot of joy and love into my life and has a heart of GOLD!! I loved him he was a great, good-hearted, funny and loving person. I am so sorry that my life was such a mess and I could never really tell him how I felt. I loved you John and in my heart I always will, I can't say Goodbye I will just say I will be seeing and talking to you in my dreams. I hope now you are resting in peace and someday I know we will cross paths again in a higher place. My Prayers are with you and your family. I will never forget You!!!!!!!!</b></font><br><br>